Time to make a change!

OK...so my small goal was a fail  :( to keep up a somewhat regular posting schedule on this blog! Well I decided that back on Feb 4th and its now May 2nd, but that is nothing new! I guess the only upside I can take from that, was that the time gap between blogs wasn't as long as the previous one?!

The thing that has been bothering me the most is not so much about this blog, but more to do with the fact that this hasn't been my only goal that I haven't kept up with! There are many goals that I have....many things I tell people I am going to do! And at the time I am 100% committed, but as time drifts on so does my commitment, and there I find myself no where near my goals and feeling quite deflated! And yeah I know it is my own fault...but time and time again I set a goal and let it either sit in the corner or fizzle away!

So its time to make a change!!! Time to step up to the plate and make myself accountable for all the things I say that I am going to do and achieve....because only I can make the change. And I really want to change! I know it isn't going to be easy to do, otherwise I wouldn't here be writing this problem! And the reality is that there are going to be some moments of failure...but at least if I acknowledge the failures I can push past them and make them successes!! I am only young, but time does still seem to be flying by and I never want to look back in the future and have regrets....especially regrets for things that I have control over!